hey! back to blogging. shagged my com crashed then don't know what to do to retrieve the data i had inside. Mum art files are also stuck inside. Argh so annoyed and pissed now. must go for repairs liao i guess. So im currently using my dad's computer to update ba.
#24~~

Friday
School was cool. POA, slept through the paper. crap all don't know how to do.only last 2nd and 1st question know how to do. then was like 45 minutes sleeping there.After school went home.had lunch, then used com( was ok at that time) then went for CO. then got a drawing.LOL thanks:) like it alot.LOL i'll try drawing nicer then i give you.LOL. After CO JunLin came my house.he bought instant noodles then ate at my house and i had fried rice for dinner. then after dinner went play ball at Kampong Ubi CC. challenged him 3 times, still can remember the results. 7-0,7-3,7-5..lol im shaquille O'neal!! haha dominating!! then played with China people. Starting was leading, then after that don't know what we were doing,then we lost. Rushed home after bballing. Then Chatted on the phone then went to sleep.

got back some of my results, sucked like hell.
Think should really study liao. no no lets rephrase it.
i should have studying long time ago.
just pass math, english got 18/30 and chinese got 58/100

Saturday
Woke up early today, cos mum said its the 49th day since grandpa passed away. So we had to go to the temple to chant for him. placed the tablet on the memorial hall. then when we went to the place where they placed grandpa ashes to pay respect. Its kinda sad ba, thinking of it.I dunno why also.when i see the box, felt down.

nevermind, went for lunch after that.then after lunch went home.and here i am updating.shall end here then:)

till next time,
~bye~

JunLin..dumbass.LOL
haha a continuation from Aaron's blog, guess who is this..LOL
JunHao eye so big..LOL
my time table, jus incase i never bring timetable home.
im hardworking man.
wooooooo..its opposite site..LOL
toilet bowl=.=
aaron and I guess who is who
heh
wa high..LOL
Justin looks happy..LOL
Aaron marco justin and me
slack in toilet
Aaron and I
wee wee look at me legs..LOL


hey peeps, here to post some pics ba, Aaron wants them to be on..LOL
have a nice day:)
~bye~

crap, just now slept for long hours. from 5 plus to 9.30pm.was really tired.
see you waiting for me at the corner of the streets.

Woke up at 7( as usual late), then ran my way to school with the ball in my hand.was sweaty when i reach school.had English test. wasted some time thinking of which question to do, then again wasted time to think of ideas.total 20 minutes, so i had only 40 minutes to write out the compo. so i rushed through, hopefully can pass ba.then no time to do word count also.zzz
Wanted to approach but i don't know how..

Didn't listen to class today,POA was damn sian, dozed off abit,chemistry was already dozing off, English dozed off..then remedial, was wide awake, maybe because i walked and climb the stairs ba..then during POA Aaron sold me his G2 pen for $1, 1/2 price..
making the wrong steps kills..

After remedial, went play ball. not bad,rejected Aaron 2 times, then he return me some, and its with assistance =.= was damn hot plus my PE shirt so big then very uncomfortable. went home after that. lying on the sofa and fell asleep shortly, and i didn't notice that.

crap,what else can i do?
But it ain't stopping me.
I don't not much time left.
gotta buck up..
oh god,help me.

Chinese Test 2molo. good luck peeps,
have a great rest.
shall end here..
~bye~

hmm get well soon ba,
take care anyways :)

hey back to blogging, was real hot this few days, had been sweating and sweating and sweating. Woke up and i was already sweating like mad.Woke up quite early, never overslept.oh shit, im in deep shit now, MDM NEO HUNTING FOR ME!!!! today SuHiang tell me go find mdm neo then i forgot about it!!! im dead dead dead..

Friday.
Went for CO, never run liao.then at night went bball at mountbatten. Tanjong Rhu got ppl play soccer. Shaqqed shouldn't have go. wasted my time there.

Saturday.
Evening, Leslie called me go play ball. so i went play. my house downstairs was full of people, so never go there.then Gary house there, people played soccer, then thought of Langston, call police(haha).So had no choice but to go Eunos CC opposite. Then Saw JiaCheng( think thats his name) so play with them, then after awhile they went off left me and Leslie.Then the people there come challenge us.Leslie couldn't play due to his feet. So i had 2 more members, played 3 on 3. then got one tall guy knocked me on my neck using his shoulder(cos he was real tall) then was real angry, but couldn't do anything.so back stabbed him steal or reject from the back. then was very Jian..haha then helped Mum do things then do till quite late. then didn't notice got message.LOL

Sunday.
woke up later than usual.was around late afternoon.then study( wa guai liao). JunLin came over to pump his pathetic ball. Then went tanjong rhu. wa continuous play ball was my 1st time. had aches. play till 9 then kim seng came down.LOL so late. when we were going off he came down.LOL

lol k i found some pics on the net then its about my sec 3 adventure camp..take a look

FengKai And Elias WeiXing and Roderick working together.LOLHongKiap and JianZheng.Learning to tie knotsLunch time look at the bottles..LOLRice Plant.On the padi field.LOL jianzheng.presentation.

LOL thats all for now, till next time
~bye~

Thanks for giving me a last chance.
i'll try my best not to dissapoint you..

yo peeps, had been busy during the night so only had midnight to do my stuffs:)

Life is still not that good ba, had been escaping from CO. think got more than 5 times ba.Think cannot try escaping anymore. Or sooner or later got teacher come find me then GG.So think will be going for Friday's practice ba( although i tot of escaping).

After school, went to Aaron house.He wanted to go Vivo buy things. So i accompanied him there. Then Met HongKiap there.bought his things then go walk around then had KFC..Stupid and hilarious things happened.haha can't stop laughing also.haha after KFC went candy empire buy things, bought 2 bottles of jelly beans.haha one bottle for leslie? maybe?haha

then took train to BoonKeng with Aaron to go home.reached home, do my works and stuffs. ENGLISH I NEVER HAND IN!!! LOL im dead tomorrow must hand in if not i think i'll die also.took 65 then slept. all the way. overslept again.hmm have been over sleeping for the past few weeks, in the morning, in bus, afternoon naps.crap so i had to walk a long way back.reached home at about 7++..

k then shall end here ba..
nothing much to type already..

LOL i type before i think..haha im cool..
people do the opposite of me..LOL

2 possiblities,
1.Im wierd
2.my hand reacts faster then my brain:)

the most possible one is , Im Wierd-.-

k then till next time
~bye~

yo peeps, im back from Tanjong Rhu.lol played ball with the usual people.Was total trashing and domination..

Was really mad at ZhiHeng.dude, watch what you say. if not i'll give you what I just did just now trashings.At first i was too pissed and angry, then slowly i thought of changing plans, cheering up. It did help, keep scoring.and reject 2 of ZhiHeng's ball, then JunLin rejected KokFun 1 time. Think anger was useful at that time.Then JunLin was my shooter, then i was like...?keep getting rebounds and shooting at the same time.ZhiHeng was keep pushing me and got really pissed, so thought of something, And1. In the end did just a few tricks.trashed them 11-3, last time was 11-0. Still say we soft, If we soft u still kena trash, talk big.hmm pity Kokfun sia, for nothing he was dragged into it.then still hit him quite a few times( sorry pal ). So next time, think before you open your mouth, say anything about someone who is special/important to me, seriously I'll freakin quarrel with you.

Yesterday was friday, had PE was great, get to run more often:) but bad timing, 3 rounds 6minutes plus. Ran together with Aaron. not bad, running together is fun!! haha after running, had a basketball game.haha Elias joined us.Haha 1st time playing with us.lol after school, skip CO then went to kallang leisure park with Aaron,JunHao and HongKiap to meet up with Eugene, Emily,LaiSoon,SuHiang and FengChao,to eat buffet.then WeiJing and Brian Joined us later. After that went to Eugene house. But on the way, in the shuttle bus, SuHiang,WeiJing,HongKiap,FengChao and me sat behind,then talk crap, from board bus to alight, we laughed all the way, laughed so hard that i had stomach cramps, cheek cramps and tears.LOL

To a few particular peeps,Thanks for helping me man.Decided to take the step.You guys motivated me ba,hmm should i use the word motivate?hmm anyway, thanks:)
Thanks for replying my messages, i really appriciates it :D

LOL k then shall end here,
nice time 1.11am
LOL goodnight:)

If i gave up, and still,kept thinking of it, whats the point of giving up.

Cool mum had fallen asleep due to headache and no more nagging for the time being,LOL and it my time to post things..

Saturday, after praying, went home.Then went out again to meet Cousin Ben to take things.Then after that went home again, had to go the DBS arts centre for a play.Was quite cool ba.although didn't understand some parts cos it was very english, the show was still nice and funny:) During the show, don't know why, i start thinking of what i should not be. sadded..

Yesterday had tution with Seth, after that went home put bag and met Gary. He say he want go Bugis buy things, then i accompanied him go loh.He bought one ear ring, then we go arcade play play. Then go Tampines go buy his tongue piercing things.but seriously, i felt that the smokey smell he had stinks like hell. cannot stand the smell sia. LOL then went block 121 for dinner with family. after dinner went home.

Today was cool, didn't sleep for the whole day.Im getting better and better:) POA for me was getting interesting.At first Aaron like moody moody, then slowly he became a bit mental.LOL but was ok la.haha had LRC. now like HWC, tell you copy and copy.so i copy 2 times then start reading the book Mr. Tan wanted us to buy.was quite stylo ba, read the first few chapters.

Oh My,Bynum got his knee sprained!! Lakers now no Center..LOL Have a nice day..haha next match with New York Knicks..aiya also will win la,haha got Bryant and Gasol. haha bryant must get high points if not the NBA stock change my rank will drop again=.=

hmm yeah shall end here,
Its a long day, have to get some sleep!
haha nights:)
have a nice day:)

yo! back from temple..haha went to pray and chant for grandpa this morning, woke up extra early today.thanks to mum. Told her is 9.45 meet at uncle house downstairs, then she kept saying is 8.45 so no choice had to wake up and go there early. Then when we reach, grandma told her that is meet at 9.45..So waited there, had nothing to do but to watch tv. plus not much shows, so watch kids central..hmm no is okto.then sat there watching digimon=.=

Yesterday, had school, got CO practice also.
In school, Mr Tan never come, so had two free periods!! haha they took photos so i join in the fun loh.haha then Xue Yen went mad, keep wanting to take photo, so i dragged roderick also..haha sorry dude.hahaha

Was late for CO cos went home.actually wanted to meet Gary, but he was busy dota-ing. then i went home. slept outside!!! hehe cos nobody at home.then was real tired so slept outside.then after sleeping, still got time, so faster go school for CCA, but was lazy to walk so decided to take bus!! took 21, was very crowded.It was so crowded that i didn't have space to press the bell..so missed a stop=.= then went across took 63 to school. even better cos don't need walk so far.practice then in the end we started playing.haha threw paper balls into the basket. Emil CiChuan and I was there throwing then after awhile, i felt like an idiot so stopped then they also stopped.haha then after break, Emil got a plastic ball, its from the $1 machine.haha then i was bored so took it and threw it into the basket.LOL but kept missing=.= so continued the practice.then after awhile, teacher came then again practice but never practice the zhong nuan luo gu. so she told me to go Sec 1 there see them whether they were okay. so i go there see loh.after CO went home ba. then play ball with leslie till late.

oh my what you guessed was correct.LOL i had 2 days of nightmare..zzz

hmm guess I cant see updates from you anymore..

k here are the pictures, some only..those i took with Eugene,Roderick,Laisoon andXueYen..pics taken by WeiJing..LOL
!! It really hurts man!!!scary=.=

Seriously ur face very qian da..haha
Oh my i cant believe im doing this..zzzDon't stick to me..please..zzz



k shall end here.
going cousin's house for awhile.LOL
yeah see ya(:

Seriously the pic SUCKS LIKE HELL!!! LOL

Back to post things.back from school. wa tired.haha has not been updating cos I was out with my family for the past few days.went to lots of places like, Changi Airport,Bugis, Tampines and so on. Kinda had a great time. except playing and looking after my cousins. 1 can tire me out, the other one can really piss me off.

Today had CO practice. Lost my passion for it la.Also don't know why.Sadded, SYF coming and my LiuQin pieces i haven't really master it.Oh my should work on it more!! and again im sitting infront.hais don't like it cos when they take the photo, then zheng lao shi will be blocking my face..haha no la joking,cos sit infront got alot pressure.also don't know why, have been doing Solo performance but still sitting infront or alone make me very nervous.

After CO went to eat then went home le.

heh saw a few quotes when i was watching commercials on Youtube and found them quite cool..

• be yourself(:
• reasons are not excuses and excuses are not reasons(:
• tehee..life will be better and better(:
• although nobody is perfect,persuing perfection rises our standards..
  

yep shall end here..nothing much to update ba
Do homework liao!!!wa last minute work got alot!! Argh can die alot i never hand in so must do now..hope can finish in 1 night..LOL

Have A Nice Day(: heh
See Ya!!!


study hard then=)
good luck for your N!!haha

Wishing everyone a HAPPY NEW YEAR =)

heh yo peeps, supposed to wake up early to jog, but in the end woke up late, so in the end decided not to jog and sleep more.then woke up at 11 plus, then watch TV till now.LOL im getting lazier and lazier, feeling tired everyday.later going woodlands, bored, falling asleep soon.Aiya think I'll do revision after new year ba. now slack 1st, after new year then start studying..

Yesterday night went out with family to Ubi shop and save to buy things. Then go for supper, wa ate a lot. haha maybe too hungry or something.Then walked home with the things we brought.when i reach home, my arms were breaking off.the things was real heavy.haha anyway its new year so just buy some stuffs just incase got people come loh.

wooohoo so high sia.
feel happy today(: hehe yesh!!!
lol k then i'll end here.'

Bro Im really really ok la, I won't kill myself la, don't lame la..LOL
I know what to do la, seriously.meet up again soon ba..

Back to blogging. hmm 24th January, was told to remember this day. unbelievable, i still really remembered it till now. New Year eve is tomorrow, i wonder what I'll be doing tomorrow.Going to Woodlands tomorrow night for reunion dinner.Think tomorrow morning I'll wake up early and go jogging, then Slack till the afternoon,then go home, go online surf some websites then go do revision then at night go woodlands. what a lazy schedule,except for revision and jogging part.

nothing much to post la..
feeling upset ba..
shall stop here.
bye everyone..

Just reached home.Went to play basketball downstairs with Les and JunLin. Wa I think if can i wont play with two guys I played with just now.Can Die!!

Woke up late today, as usual. So find black shoe and put the costume in bag then ran out of the house.when reach side gate, the guard wanted to close the gate then i ran then he open the gate for.Thanked him then slowly walk to assembly area.was already sweating like mad.had few periods of lesson. then went to have lunch then CO.Had performance. i sat inside.lucky sia, cos my instrument don't know why got problem, after i tune then after awhile, zao sia again. then I DID BIG MISTAKE!! i don't know what i was doing. when there was a few bar rest, i went to tune it.oh my god. What was i thinking?? kill me man..

after performance, went to change then find Aaron they all.they were at Indoor court playing so decided to join them then after they stop i go CO. Then we must go out so we go out.then i wanted to go back CO room. then Mr Fausy( or some fauzi or something dunno how spell) came looking for his lost balls.then we took them =.= then kena got scolded.damn when i was at indoor court, i touched the ball 2 time, then came down balls with us, got scolded. Wa definitely a bad day for me. Second bad thing that happened to me sia..hais

Then went CO practice. then during practice, got scolded by Zheng Lao Shi. Cos i was practicing LiuQin then Huizhen, Cichuan they all go play my GuZheng. Then Zheng Lao Shi came in and saw it. Then started scolding them, then suddenly he points at me, say what I this Senior never tell them go practice instead letting them play. crap 1 day 3 bad things happen liao, then nevermind loh. scold jiu scold loh, i had enough already. Then the Junior still come play around with me, wa i really no mood sia. Even though im a senior, i don't think i've got a say loh. they will listen to me meh? So i just play my part, practice my stuffs and perfect it, and the Juniors do what they want and what i get, scolding=.=

So decided at night try to relieve myself, then what I expect was just a fun basketball game and to de stress. but after playing, more stress came into me.then almost flown away was when i was getting Rebound, there is this guy called Alex, jumped as well then he was huge, then when he pull the ball down my hand was on the ball, then he pull down. then i lost balance then i almost fell.but i manage to balance myself. then now i regret playing. had aches all around my body.4th bad thing that happened to me.

I wanted to give up, but now people around me are helping me, should i give up or accept their help. Im really tired, i want to give myself a rest. New Year, i should do my reflection and think and rest.This is a bad year for me. feel like everyone is against me. feel that some people around me are giving up, pour me cold water and pressure me.

Told Aaron to give me more time, then i'll reply asap, till now i don't have my answer. Did my attitude change that much? even XueYen and WeiJing said that. What happened to me?? what influenced me. Where's my old self?? she left me cos of my attitude..what should i do?? Help me..

hais k shall end here then,
sad say for me..
~bye~

clear sky today,
Many stars in the sky tonight,
saw the brightest star shining...
Did you??

yep as you guys can see, I've changed my blog skin!! yeah!!!hmm decided to update then go do homework.LOL cos i got nothing better to do.

Its the 19th!! tomorrow will be Aaron's birthday!! haha yesterday was 18th,but its all over now, so must don't care about it, must forget about it. Its a new year, old things must go in order for new things to come..LOL i lost so many stuffs then during spring cleaning found most of them then was all covered with dust, clean up also no use, will not be celebrating new year this year. have to spend my time alone again, maybe find people who also never celebrate to hang out with me?? hahaha

Last Saturday, met JunLin at 5plus 6 to go jogging at Bedok Reservoir. He was training, so i thought he was really fast.Then i started jogging, then slowly lost sight of him.was behind me.LOL after jogging, slacked awhile then i learnt something you call " emo period" sounds funny though.Then went tampines have dinner then took bus home. slept in the bus, all the way..

hmm now i planning to buy MP3 again, cos road run i cannot use my ear piece, run awhile will drop, so when i got money then i go buy.LOL so now saving.cheap one also can buy la.haha don't really care.can listen jiu ok liao.

Im a dead man sia, till now i haven even start practicing the SYF song for guzheng.wa later must practice liao.if not no time le.thursday rehearsal.zzz im working on it..time after time..

k ba shall go do homework liao nothing much to post le.
before i go here are the pics i took today.damn aaron go del some..aaron shitting.no la he just sitting on toilet bowl messaging=.=this was something cool during science lesson. haha

hmm yeah shall end here now..
till next time bye(:

as they said
you cant shake hands
with a clentch fist.

Hey everyone. Im back to posting.Hmm Grandpa's funeral is over, so back to studies and trainings. Its a brand new year already, so this year I'll make targets that I will really try achieving it. K i've listed them down.

• Gain 9kg more( currently 51kg)
• height up to 170 plus
• Get fitter
• learn diploma grade.
• distinction for diploma grade.
• Get 12 points or less for 'O' Levels
• top 15 in class (If got class position)
• make friends with secondary 1 juniors( completed!! )
  
• talk to her.
  

hmm yeah think thats all.hope I'll achieve all of them, but its quite impossible so i'll try to achieve it.

Yesterday missed school, cos its the last day of grandpa's funeral, its the last time i see his face:'( everyone was crying when we last looked at him.then when we put the coffin in the van, don't know why i start crying like siao.was so embarrassed, seldom cry infront of so many people.then in the bus everyone's spirits were low.Leslie stared on the front while i stared out of the window.Then when we reach the place where they burn the body. Its cold in there. Then we pay respect for him for the last time before he was pushed into the furnace. We went to the viewing hall. K la shall stop here, if not...

hmm today went to school.Met Aaron in the morning.had to bring ball to school,troublesome. cool didn't felt sleepy today. So was listening attentively to what teacher was teaching.but in the end half for my mind was thinking something else.So absorbed 50% of what teacher thought. Took height and weight during PE and run 1 round of the school. compete it quite fast. Then i shrunk. Last month i was at the hospital and they took my height,169.4 then now i take, back 168. sadded. Then play basketball at outdoor court. play full court. ok ba not bad, did jumpers and i missed 1 easy lay-up. Then started raining and i we stopped playing.

After school play ball again.Then went CO. today was quite a great session, cos i could pull secondary 1 students into my section, so i took almost all the leftovers. then think i pulled 3 guys and 1 or 2 girl ba. Then made friends with those three. Then i gave them nicknames, Laughing Buddha, emo guy and chubby. Cos they didn't want to introduce themselves. So i gave them nicknames and they seems to like them=.= Then there was one guy.had a cool name, Emil.he was cool playing Zhong Ruan.

oh i almost forgot, there is one particular guy, really irritates me. actually got pulled by me then in the end go Sheng Suona section. his nick was nod head. after practice i was like sitting with them then nod head keep asking me lame things. things like " you got girlfriend?"," how old are you?"," What's your In law's middle name", "What's your Surname?( i told him but he kept askin=.=)", "HoHoHo!! " and so on. HoHoHo was old heard it lots of times, so i got used to it.then i taught them new things,HoHoHo mus from low pitch to high pitch. Then all of them started laughing.

Then during break, Raymond came in with a toy gun, then everyone was like attracted to it. then i was standing infront and everyone start aiming at me=.= to i took revenge on raymond i took the gun and aimed it at raymond and shot him in the chest, im too noob la, huizhen got headshot.LOL

Then after practice 3 of them, laughing buddha, chubby and nod head came following me. nod head was really pissing me off sia. but try to keep my cool cos they were lower secondary and didn't want them to think that im a fierce or strict or.... senior.

they followed me all the way to the canteen. then met hongkiap then went to find one teacher( dunno how spell the teacher name, so better dun spell) then went to general office. on the way we saw the teacher, then after returning the ball, walked back to canteen to find Aaron, laiSoon and JunHao.then after that walked home. when reach busstop called junlin then he asked me whether want eat dinner. then i walked all the way back to coffee shop to meet him.

hmm k ba, a long long post. shall stop.
till next time,
oh btw i'll be changing a new skin.
this skin sucks.LOL then will be adding tagboard again.haha
k then,

~bye~

Dear God, the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away.
( Im already really really far away.....)

Just reach home.Later going downstairs, cos now they are chanting so I'll go down later.so decided to post something. Today almost overslept, but manage to reach school in time.Assembly was real boring.have been listening the same thing for the past 5 years.Never mind, it will be the last year.Was really tired cos last night slept damn late.then i was in class trying to keep awake, till A math. cos i can sleep during A math. Anyway, i sleep for about 1/2 hr only.then wake up and do work.Chemistry,Chinese and Social Studies was boring.Didn't doze off, but tried to listen in the end couldn't absorb anything.what a waste of time.

This few days was feeling really upset. Saw grandpa lying in the coffin, he looks swollen T.T what happened?? i also don't know. Can't believe he was lying in there.How i wished i could touch him, but obviously the glass prevents me from touching him.i had no choice so just offer him some incense, and help others to fold the paper and burning them.

Saw Uncle and that bitch and the son of the bitch there. so i just don't care them. then the son come talk to me, fuck it. heck care. so just don't reply.then the women there stare at me, then i diao her.wth come down for what. you all also not in this family. even if you are engaged with uncle, grandpa didn't acknowledge you. found out that uncle did lots of things.how can he. because of some small misunderstanding and he did so much things that hurt others and the worse, grandma. wth I won't give him any respect now, he don't freakin' deserve it.I'll ignore him if i can.ARGH If I'm living in a uncivilised country, I'll beat the hell out of him.

hais shall end here ba. I'm going down le.
go pay respects to grandpa.

he is someone that i respect the most,
but now he is gone.
peeps out there!you guys should cherish everyone around you.
don't regret after you lost them:(

I've regretted 2 times in a row now:'(
cos i didn't cherish them.I'm a weakling.

yesterday went to M|brosia. JunLin was the MC. he was real funny.was laughing like hell when he was talking.Didn't really go listen, cos was busy talking to the people around me.but did listen to a few.After the concert, went to old market eat.WenQuan treated us supper.Then there was a band singing.Then they were Malays, so they sing and sing and sing.Then suddenly they start singing hokkien songs!! They were cool people.After that go walk to MRT. at first they wanted go raffles place take mrt. Then maybe we were lost, then don't know why LaiSoon got pissed off then freakin' walked away=.= wth don't like him showing attitute loh.wth damn lame. so go tanjong pagar take mrt. then that Aaron trying to be funny. tell me go boon keng take 65 so can pei him.then he go kick me and i fell and he dragged me.wth so paiseh.but my leg hurts like hell.then reached home at 1 plus.

Woke up early today cos of Aaron's morning call,cos we wanted go Sentosa.So i woke up changed and prepared to go out.Then Dad called.Told me a bad new:( Grandpa passed away.So i decided not to go Sentosa and stayed at home just in case.So i just waited for calls. I regretted not going to the hospital more often to visit him:( Then saw mum crying. I felt like crying too. Just felt really sad for the lost.Grandpa didn't have a great life.he didn't even go overseas with us cos he had to work.before he was in a coma, he was injured cos of his work.despite of his old age he still work.

I'll hate uncle.thanks to you that you brought that bitch and that fucking child the women brought, Grandpa was so unhappy and upset, u even screamed and yell at him.wth is that women more important than your dad and you seemed to take money from grandpa and don't see you working, but instead he was the one working.Fuck you man.what grandpa wants is peace and harmony and you kept giving him hell and even chased him out of the house.how can u.fuck you la.do some self reflection la.

Rest in peace grandpa.
I'll miss you!!
:'(

Its the weekends!! Damn how i hate to be at home.Mum is getting more and more irriating. Les oso..wth dunno what to do sia.damn pissed.but i won't be home too long.Need to revise and finish homework,lol this year 'O' level can't slack, so I'll do revision outside.Later going to the Band Concert, M|brosia. For me, I think wouldn't be interesting for me, so again, I'll be rotting at SCH, Singapore Conference Hall( not bad, new location).

Hmm for the past few weeks, during the holidays, went out with my family on weekends, just go out walk walk. then I was at BHG or something at Bugis, i came across this shop which sells sports stuffs and i saw a Laker ball.quite cool ba took a photo of it.But for sure i wont buy for sure.and u can see the Celtics ball bellow ba..haha

Changed a blogskin.A default skin, don't feel like using those fanciful skins.Black and white, just plain.Don't think I'll be adding Cbox, so if want tag just leave a comment loh.found lots of cool stuffs when was adding gadgets.but lazy to add so much so just added NBA stuffs and my song.

Cool things happened in school this week.JianZheng fell badly during PE while attempting a dunk and got a fractured ankle( i think).He took a steel chair and put in infront of the basket.then he dashed, jumped onto the chair jump again, he pulled the ring. second attempt, when he jumped onto he chair, then chair skid and he fell and was lying there till the paramedics came and sent him to the hospital.took a pic of him when the paramedics attended to him.
hmm k lets hope he'll recover soon ba(:

Went to NYP,Nanyang Polytechnic this Thursday for their open house.The school was quite big.Then their bag was like the zinc sling bag.was lucky that i went to NYP cos the bag was looking good. then brought it to school too.Saw Zheng lao Shi there. i was with Joan, Darren and JunHao. Then me and Joan waved to him, then he walks towards and say what if you get your results must tell him then he can help us. not bad. i this year taking O levels, not results. so must next year then tell him. Few courses im interested there, but when i was on the net, i saw one more that attracted me more, but its at SP.

anyway, went eat dinner with the three of them.Then was at north canteen, but not much opened. so we go find KouFu then go there eat.had mix vegetables rice for dinner.was really expensive ba.After dinner took a bus home.At first don't know what bus to take, then Joan, Darren and Junhao bus came. so they went 1st.then when they left, i thought of Ang Mo Kio. Then i go see got what bus go there. then to my horror, its the bus they took=.= so i had to wait for the next bus. then when i was at Ang Mo Kio, took bus 22 home. wth was very far.I sleep then woke up, i was at some place which i don't really know, so slept again.Then when i woke up, i was at upper paya lebar. was very far.wa reached home at 8 plus. so when reach home was dead tired.

yesterday went for CO. before that, learned the song Zhan Tai Feng.1st time playing it and could finish playing not very smoothly after awhile. im pro man.haha then after that go meet Aaron and Laisoon. then went home.

k here are the picsSteamboat(: had dinner with lionel and his bro friends and his mum.
Junlin and Lionel, but obviously we could only see LIONEL!!taken during countdown night. cool scene but too bad, had a bad camera.Guzheng gathering.2nd photo.

k ba shall end here. till next time.
bye(:

does time heals?

hey! I found something interesting for the last few weeks and months.Check it out.

They say nothing is perfect.
So why are we chasing perfection?

There is a start and a ending,
Its doesn't matter.
What matters is,
is it beautiful or ugly.
(for me i prefer beautiful,everyone does)

Start with a winner's mindset!

This quotes are kinda cool eh? taken from NBA websites.haha like the 1st one more..haha Magic Johnson said that..haha

hmm school have started.hmm its cool cos was at a new campus, so now don't need to wake up so freakin' early. Woke up at 6.45 i think, then prepare myself for school. didn't get to see Leslie wear long pants cos when i woke up, he was already gone to school.

So,first day of school. Sec 5, senior of the senior in the school. wearing old uniform and see-ing others in new uniform. then after awhile thought that the uniform wasn't that bad after all. looks ok to me. Then class was at the 5th floor. need to climb the stairs all the way.fortunately, the canteen was just under our class, so we just have to go down the stairs to 1st floor.but was tiring.LOL

The first few periods was like introduction so nothing much.my class got two form teacher, Mdm Tay and Mr Khaw. Crap, still remember Mdm Tay called my drug addict when i was sec 2..what the crap..

k talking about the past.haha k still remember there was one teacher, science teacher when i was in sec 1? ya sec 1 Mr screeni or something. he was the one who started the HOHOHO~ thing..haha was a cool teacher. but was very strict. hmm then my hairstyle was cool..was like mushroom..LOL then in sec 1 i was like..hmm shy? during CO practice i was sitting in front, then i didn't even talk.haha come to think of it. its quite funny though.

sec 2, hmm remember i was like 'isolated' by people around me and all kind of stuffs.hmm sec 2 wasn't a good year for me. my grades was like from 100th floor drop to like 25th floor. Cos i felt that no one was there for me and my family started to have financial problems. so we moved to ubi and rented a room with 4 people in there and was squeezy in there so i was always not in the room. was always outside. In school then after school. went to all places alone.and when there were no CCA like during the exam periods, i remember i went hangout at kallang. then played Lan and arcade almost everyday.then when its the End Of Year exam, of course i failed and got transferred to Normal stream.

Sec 3.its was the year i get more opened. i talk more and get around more.had more friends obviously, and did study hard for the 1st half of the year, then was playing madly after that..haha then i got to know this game basketball, and under the influence of my classmates.Then almost everyday stayed back and played basketball with them.

Sec 4.hmm was an interesting year for me, its N levels and cool things and nice things happened to me(: hmm found someone that i could talk to, got a nice and sweet girl as my gf, silver for EZCO competition,9 points for N level, 1 for math and passed POA.

i wasted 1 year in sec 2 now im gonna use this year wisely. make use of the time i have to study hard and make things right.I don't know what I've done is right or wrong.After this period of time, I've sort out my thoughts. I've made others disappointed and even myself was disappointed.I'll start brand new.but isit too late?

Just hope that it isn't too late.
Its isn't over yet.
I'll save it no matter what.

k then I'll end here.
Till next time
~bye~

hey dear, i apolise for everything.
drifted too far back.gotta make up for everything.
im prepared for the worse or the best..
see you soon again(:

Yo everyone!!!LOL think i've recovered le ba. yesterday still go Sentosa for GuZheng Gathering.then before that, i was lying on the bed like a dead person.was feeling so freakin' unwell.Zzz

k then shall start.
Yesterday,woke up late( as usual). Was supposed to meet Langston and XinYi at the bus stop at 8.45am.then i woke up at 8.30am. Then actually thought of not going cos was afraid that I'll get a fever when Im there.So i took my temperature.36.7(: so i could go, then prepared my bag then just in case, brought my medicine along.Drank a cup of milo and 2 buns, ran out the house with that volleyball.

Then i was the last to reach the bus stop.LOL sorry guys.Then took a bus to serangoon mrt station.then took the train all the way to Harbor Front station.

Then met ShiYun there.then there were people later than me.SirChow was still sleeping when we reached then JiaQi was still at home( i think). So the four of us went to food republic to wait.chatted there,talking about old times and stuffs. Then JiaQi came, left with Kung Fu Dunk( haha sirchow, i like to call him that..dunno y oso haha)then when he came, he was wearing the primary school GuZheng ensemble CCA T-shirt.haha he still can wear it.haha then went to order food. I saw prawn fritters so i went to order, was freakin' expensive.9 things plus noodles, $8.60!! then nevermind la, just pay for it loh, u cant expect me to say, hmm sorry i now don't feel like eating le. think i was kinda weak ba, my hands were shaking when i was eating the noodles.

After lunch went to Sentosa. played wierd things.LOL langston was looking 'Treasures' on the beach then SirChow was emo-ing. then the rest sat on the beach.then after awhile, played even wierder things, play water monkey, its when 2 person stand at the centre then we threw the balls across then don't let the 2 person get it.kinda lame ba, but its the only thing we could do.Then was bored le, play water captain's ball.then i was totally wet when playing that cos we run around and the water kept splashing.

After playing, went to bathe cos was quite late le then ShiYun have to work also. then after bathing saw basketball court. then played awhile. at first there were 4 girls playing, then Sir Chow asked whether we could join in then he was rejected.haha then he was like sad?LOL but nevermind la got play abit.didn't cut my fingernails,then scratched Langston. Sorry dude.

then went back to Vivo waited at one corner for SiHui ba. then at the mean time, try to finish the food and drinks we brought.then when ShiYun went to work, SiHui came.haha cool. then sat around for awhile then go walk around then WenZhen came. LOL then went to see got what movie can watch.then decided to watch Yesman.

before that went to harbor front center for dinner. then went arcade play.LOL at arcade, Langston was cool. we were at the basketball throwning corner then i accidentally bumped on the place where the main controls were, then it opened.haha then out of langston curiosity he went press the things inside. then we got free games..hahaha

then WenZhen rushed home and we went to watch movie.After movie went home.was really tired.haha luckily got bus take.took the last bus home. had a great day with them(:

heres the photo. the other one shall post another time
(Left to right)
Top : SirChow, Langston, Larry
down:JiaQi, ShiYun,XinYi

k shall end here. its the 31th at 12am it will be a new year.
let hope everything will be a sucess what ever i do..
~bye~

hmm sorry dear, didn't contact you this few days.
will msg u asap ba(:

yo peeps, im gonna make this blog alive..haha so will be posting stuffs ba..

hmm yesterday met Langston,JunLin and Bro for basketball game, actually wanted go Kampong Ubi CC, but JunLin wanted go earlier so decided to go Langston house downstairs play.then Gary came.but in the end cannot play cos the people there wanted to play full court, co went to Eunos CC opposite the court play. then kinda cool, met new people and made friends with them.then one particular guy named Benjamin came, was wearing his school PE attire then have the word Da Vinci behind. think used to be from MBS. then was a freakin' show off and kinda weak player ba.then Langston was like" hey u from MBA de right?haha Da Vinci!!" then benjamin Diao-ed him then don't care him then give attitute when playing with him, then really pisses me off. so nevermind just play on.Then Benjamin come ask play one-on-one with him.then Ok loh just play.what a sore loser he can be.forget it don't want talk about it.

haha chatted on the phone during the night(: woooo felt kinda good.
hmm then think you fell asleep ba.lol

Today woke up at 12+ 1+ lai that.Then was really tired so went back to sleep then woke up at 4 plus.what a pig i am..LOL sleep for long hours, wonder can i wake up when school re-opens.hmm was boring cos stayed at home for the whole damn day.then was sitting infront of the com watching show.hmm not bad. watched till eps 23..haha yeah.. and now here i am updating(:

k ba shall end here(:
till next time
~bye~

hais y dun reply my message?cos my msg tone sound like him??
anyways, i like chatting with you(: haha
still missing you every seconds..
did you?

YOOOOOOO!!! Im back sitting in front of the computer.the com got some problems this few days, but i managed to get it back operating again.haha but sad thing, my phone kinda spoil oso..What the crap. my speaker and mic got problems.wth. speaker sometime no sound, then when call ppl they cannot hear my voice. but don't know why dad and mum can hear me when i talk..hmm wierd...

haha THE 22ND was a great day for me(: haha was freakin' high that day.then got scolded by some people..haha oh and i yet to thanks Aaron for his 'good' news that gave me courage(: haha now i've got a few lucky numbers..haha maybe can use it to buy toto?? hahaha then i'll strike!!!!!!!!! LOL speaking of this made me so high..hahaha

bought some christmas present for people that were great friends and buddies and pals and so on to me..lol think i'll pass to them when school reopens..see whether you'll get it ba(: haha

hmm went to my aunt's church(City Harvest Church) for the what candle light service. actually its boring, cos i don't really like those things. but then when the candle around me lid,i thought it was kinda cool after all..haha

hmm im talking more and more like______ oh crap. I DUN WANNA BE LIKE THAT!!!!!! gotta change change change!!!! damn im so confused. To call or not to??
i didn't mean not to have the urgency to contact you. i urgently wanna contact you of course. but im afraid that i'll spoil ur mood:( what should i do?? i need courage and motivation:( cant believe im saying this, its so unlike me, i just want you to be happy..

and i just wanna be like the old times,happy with you(: SMILES...

k decided to post something, its a special day today.

woke up late today, then rushed to school as i was late.Then saw Shawn at the bus stop so waited with him for Marco to come.then walked to school. luckily they haven't start giving results.LOL!!then got back my results.never mind about my results, then went to HongKiap house with Aaron.Then go Vivo meet Eugene,LaiSoon,KokBoon,JJ and KokBoon's girlfriend.Went to watch movie, watch Twilight.quite a cool show.went home after that.

hmm don't feel like posting the chalet thing, see-ing so much things there, i felt so pathetic,then at night tonned. felt so sad..hais dun wanna talk about it ba..

Bye

its a special occasion today for me..the 18th :(

Start of play, takes a bow,do your show..
End of play, takes a bow and walk out of the stage..

Damn, its not what i imagined,you told me to end the play together.Damn i cant take it..
what a story, so many chapters, readers and viewers was enjoying but then till the last,tragic was the final chapter..the reader was upset and confused.The reader could be crying,reader could be waiting,waiting for the next book? or maybe, thats what the author wanted, end of series??but in the end for so much, the chapter ends..lets just hope that the author writes a book 2, but that, most probably impossible..

If even there is a book 2, how would the story be like??
hope that you understands what i meant..
the readers, the book, the author,the bow,the stage..

Didn't sleep last night,was in deep thoughts.thinking so much things.Was tired but just couldn't get to sleep.messaged Gary and chatted.Slept at 8am and woke up at 10am.prepared myself and went out to meet Gary.bought some stuffs at the coffee shop.then hang out with him, took a few sticks,Chatted and went to Parkway.Met up with Lionel and company.Didn't have the mood to shop for LongHuai present, but i bought it yesterday, shared with Aaron..Then decided to cycle, also don't know why got the urge to cycle.Then i just ride all the way.legs was tired but just go on..

it was 8plus, so decided to look for Gary again.Sat at the Void deck and again chatted.Then went to open area.Looked at the sky, clouds were covering the moon.just couldn't find the moon.just got a few peeks of it.

just hang out with him almost the whole day.Thanks bro.
Felt better hanging out with you.thanks for the console.

k then think i don't wanna blog any more. i just blog because of her. but now, think i shall just leave it ba,until i feel like updating or posting something.but i will still open the other blog for you ba:) yeah we'll still be friends..hope that we'll be close friends..

damn its just 9 days before..

hey yo,back to post something..Cos i was bored.k decided to use the different tone of reds for this post..haha

haha yesh dear was back!!but sad thing, made her pissed when she came back:(
sorry dear:( yeah will call you again when i top up my card k? good luck on ur cross stitching(: jiayou..lol

hmm later going out my my bro Leslie..haha going out to buy his things ba, then also meeting Aaron cos he was bored at home so come out together loh..lol

yesterday went to some kinda ship which sells book.Then aunt Connie brought us there.took some photos too..haha




quite nice ba, but we didn't know its a religious occasion, so leslie and me was like..lol nevermind ba, its embarrassing but now we got used to it le ba..haha then after the visit of the ship, went to food republic for dinner,then went to hospital.didn't like to go there because of some reasons ba, but really hope that grandpa would wake up soon:(

yeah photos of me and leslie(:

damn y do i look wierd on every photo..lol especially my hair..lol
i took this photo..lol after playing ball

lol take 2
k then shall end here.. till next time:)
bye!!!!