Wednesday, April 22, 2009

hey peeps, im back once again..
damn sadded and disappointed sia, MJRCO got silver again.Stuck in school for 5 years, 3 years of SYF got silver..how i wished a gold.Congrats to my bro for achieveing a gold with honors and MJR dance got gold with honors and Mayflower secondary for getting a gold award..hais wind is strong today.Brownish sky with no stars.Gonna rain soon..

Today had rehearsals.was damn sian at start, so i sat outside with some juniors and chatted with them then i ended up playing PSP..then zheng lao shi came and thats when i started preparing. Then after moving Guzheng up, again i've got nothing to do.Cos i dun really wanna care this time.Can see Raymond give lots of extra help this time.After that, went back to CO room.slacked awhile and then go up for rehearsal.wasted lots of time there.After CO walked home..damn sian..

hmm realised something, playing basketball kinda ruined my life. I've been spending so much time on it.shit man, i still havent cut down enough, must cut more.And 1 more thing, I've not been studying too. Only study in school, then also never do my homework. Wa im too cool man.. O levels this year and here i am slacking.Oh dear..

Shaq, its late and i cant get to sleep, DAMN IT!!!FUCK MAN!! ZZZ these nights are killing me..dammit, i have to go through all this..not bad..

hmm k ba shall end here,
its raining already..
Mood,Shaqqed + huge disappointment..
Bye..

Sunday, April 19, 2009

Close your eyes and listen to this music with your heart. this song really captures you. Listen to the parts; the repeated parts, the way he presents

Hey peeps, the last post for the day:)
YEAH!! TOMORROW IS THE BIG DAY!!
MJRCO lets aim for a GOLD rather then a SILVER yeah? come on!! We can do it..hehe
read this from Les's blog(although i edited it abit), how i wished i cold tell the orchestra this..
he put this video also


he said this and i edited some of it ba"close your eyes and listen to this music with your heart,the song really captures you.Listen to the repeated parts,watch the way he presents.The facial expression and the body movements.We might think we had already done out best, but its never enough.put your heart and soul in it.Don't think that we are being force to do it,think for yourself.This might be the last chance for SYF,so perform you best and put in everything."My god, my bro have grown up.what a great leader he is..haha

JunLin tagged me,quite a long time ago.due to boredom, i decided to do the quiz

50 Little Secrets. Be honest no matter what, then tag at least 5 friends.
01. Who was your last text from?
Seth.

02. Where was your default picture taken?
My phone.

03. Your relationship status?
Single.

04. Have you ever lost a close friend?
Soon enough..

05. What is your current mood?
I dunno leh. Just tired..

06. How many siblings do you have?
1, a brother.

07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names?
Leslie Ho Jun Hui.

08. Where do you wish you were right now?
hmm I guess in the court.

09. Have a crazy side?
???

10. Ever had a near death experience?
No.

11. Something you do a lot?
Sleep.

12. Angry at anyone?
Hell yeah..

13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
Aww man.I don't know..time?

14. When was the last time you cried?
I dunno,forgotten.

15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?
Ya.

16. What you think about when you are falling asleep?
Listening to songs make me fall asleep.

17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Mum.

18. What is your favorite song?
小鎮姑娘 by 陶喆.

19. What are you doing right now?
Nothing ba.

20. Who do you trust right now?
Myself.

21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
Tampines

22. Have you kissed someone in the past week?
No.

23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you?
hmm yuren..

24. Describe your life in one word?
boring.

25. Who are you thinking of right now?


26. What should you be doing right now?
There is nothing much for me to do.

27. What are you listening to?
Merry Christmas Mr. Lawrence by Ryuichi Sakamoto.

28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?


29. Who was the last person who yelled at you?
My Mum

30. Do you act differently around the person you like?
No

31. What is your natural hair color?
Brown.

32. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
Roderick.

33. Who was the last person to make you sad?

34. What do you hear?
Music

35. Is your hair curly or straight?
wavy..haha

36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?
No.

37. Do you have a best friend?
I dunno, there are lots of great friends around me..

38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
No.

39.Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
sometimes.

40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
hmm ya

41. Are you happy with life right now?
not really.

42. Are you currently jealous?
hmm for??

43. What jewellery are you currently wearing?
nope not wearing any of em.

44. What were you doing on friday night?
I was at Teo Heng.

45. Have you ever had your heart broken?
yeah.

46. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
Yeah.

47. Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
HELL YEAH.

48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
my rashes was killing me,so mum brought me to the clinic

49. How late did you stay up last night and why?
quite late,fell asleep at the bus stop so think missed lots of bus,so have to take cab home.

50. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
Nope.

Tagging Langston,Aaron,Leslie,Rudy and JunFang..


take a great rest people who are going for SYF tomorrow!!
Hope won't get disappointed this yeah.Its my final year and the 3rd time im going for SYF..
my god time really flies..4 years in Manjusri have passed,im going graduate this year.shit man..Have been through so much in here. had enjoyed, had fun,being thrown to one corner,fallen down, and rose again,felt sadness and unhappiness so much things. heh gonna chiong and at the same time enjoy every moment till the end of the year:)

K ba shall end here,
bye~
good luck peeps:)
hey peeps today was not a disappointing day ba,but still its still a pathetic day for me..And the worse part is...zzz

Woke up and prepared my stuffs for CO and SP. CO was kinda fun.Zheng Lao Shi tried making the orchestra high..so lots of people were high.CO was really great, everyone was doing their thing,releasing their inner power.Cello people got actions, Er-Hu also.Percussion was also kinda good although there were bits and pieces of wrong thing.damn zai,it changes my thoughts totally.I was wrong man.MJRCO, wa im speachless..haha lets do our thing on Monday!! HELL YEAH!!!!!!!!haha I wan JunLin to be bald..heh lets hope i'll happen..haha

LOL after CO i rushed to SP. had a tournament 3 v 3 one.6 teams.Was teaming up with Roderick and LaiSoon, Then Aaron, HongKiap and WeeKiet.Set the mind set i had for last year(hmm nvm don't need to know what mind set.It'll will be pathetic if everyone knows..)before i go in.Think that saved everything. 3 round lost just 1 round. then got into semi-finals was playing with Jordan,#23, not bad, was actually tie so I took my chance and catch back to points so win by 2.but was really tired. Finals, lost,due to the tireness.lost by 2 points also, so came in second, aaron they all came in 3rd.

Rushed home for tution.At night bballed again with Lionel. Shit total mood killer, melvin pissed me off.what the fcuk, damn guai lan. how i wished i could show him a middle finger.zzz wanted to trash him, but was really tiring after the afternoon game.Dinner at KFC and then home sweet home.

although was tiring, its meaningful ba,if thats the word to use.

Have been ransacking my brain today.A long journey home from SP, so tried making good use of it.still no avail.HELL NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my heart felt like it stopped for a second.my head felt heavy.And its where amazing doesn't happens.Only time can make me feel sick.So I'll just have to wait till im sick.haha

And now i'll put away my fingers,
and end it how i usually does.
Night Readers,have a great rest :)

For now the corner won't be there for me anymore.
That corner bring back lots of things,even memories.
The stairs are darker and longer,its meaningless to go back again.
And hell yeah i love that corner,but its not for me anymore.

Friday, April 17, 2009

ARGH!!!!!!!! sucked big time today..
zzz gonna suck more tomorrow..

Today had CO, damn sad..other sections don't have but our section have.Cos we Monday don't have practice so today is kinda make up lesson ba..Changed 4 strings. Play the usual way i played, teacher say i wrong, then again, i play the same thing the teacher say correct.. what the crap?!?! No link. After CO meet LongHuai cos he coming my house to put his Cello. After that went to TeoHeng with Aaron, LongHuai and WenShi. Saw 2 NBA star on TV mobile.My god i kept awake for the few minutes watching Larry Bird and Magic Johnson..hahaha the playoffs is on 18th people!! ITS tomorrow!!! OMG~~

Tomorrow would be a tough schedule. Morning got CO. Then must cab down to SP, hope won't be late for the game. Think will be wearing T-Mac to school ba.Then after the game, rush home for Zach's tution, then at night maybe bball with Lionel ba..busy schedule, if can hope i can change tution time again..argh but its a bad thing to do so better not. Wa Sunday still got Seth, wa die!!!! hmm maybe i'll not go for Lionel's bball session ba..

I've found a cool song..
its kinda old though..heh
its entitled 那些女孩教我的事 by 品冠 enjoy:)


k ba i think i'll end here ba
nothing much to post..
time after time~
thats life..
night my people..
cya

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Hey peeps, im back after a terrible error on my broadband..
aw man it just crashed..Was really boring at home,So took up a book entitled,positive words,powerful results..HELL YEAH its cool!!!haha

MY GOD! 13 friends request on facebook when im gone..haha im popular..
haha..Thats LIFE..haha
k ba shall post about things this few days..

Food friday was cool, went out with mom and dad and my bro. Went 2 places. Tampines and Bugis.haha new malls opening so we decided to check it out. Tampines one ( the new mall) was cold inside..LOL was freezing and was crowded. haha check out some new stuffs.LOL Bugis was cool, walked around bugis junction for awhile cos of the rain and we couldn't get to the new mall.After the rain,haha, we walked to the new mall..nothing much so we came out again,then dad wanted to go to temple to pray, hmm think its some occasion cant remember, so just go loh. after that shopped at OG and went home.

hmm school was cool, but don't know why every time after school i get terrible headaches. Today was the worse. Its like my skull has splited or something.During CO i had the headaches, but still bearable, but after CO i was like no strength and the pain was like argh, kill me man..zzz never bring panadol so had no choice but to bear with it.argh!

After CO went for slight dinner. damn pissed when i looked at it. zzz .after that lionz mum sent me and junlin to the busstop so i walked a shorter distance home. Felt that the route was longer than usual,walking upslope and climb a few flight of stairs would usually take me 15 minutes plus, but today i took almost 40 minutes. was like dragging myself all the way home.Stupid headaches..
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oh yeah i read these and i found it inspirational:

Great things are not done by impulse, but a series of small things brought TOGETHER.
-Vincent Van Gogh

Its better to remain silent and be thought a fool than to speak and remove all doubts.
-Abraham Lincoln

You are what you are because of what goes into you mind.
-Zig Ziglar

"Careful with fire" is good advice we know."Careful with words" is 10 times doubly so.
-William Carleton

Words hace the power to destroy or heal.When words are both true and kind, they can change out world.
-Buddha

and the last of all..

Wise men talk because they have something to say.Fools talk because they have to say something.
-Plato
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lol cool eh, i found them on the book i read..haha

hmm k ba thats all for today.
thanks to panadol my headache is gone and now its back..
evil headaches, shall go to bed so the evil would go away totally.
haha nights peeps..

> PS. i didn't mean to dun reply, but you seemed annoyed, so i decided not to reply.Im afraid i'll make things even worse..ps.

Saturday, April 4, 2009

Hi peeps, im back posting.
haha yeah lets celebrate!! hehe i got 5th position today in 2.4 road run..haha quite happy with the achievement ba..i aimed for top 5 and i got 5th..haha so now in a good mood:) hehe no la should say now i everyday also good mood..LOL HELL YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!haha

hmm overslept today, woke up at 7.30!!!! I jumped out of bed,changed and had light breakfast( drank Milo only..haha) then ran to bus stop. Waited till very long like 7.50 then i panicked and so i decided to take a cab down. Upon reaching, i was like having an heart attack. Cos when i was at Tampines street, it was 8 already.damn scared that I'll not get my top 5. when i reach i ran to the place, then they haven't start.how lucky can i be..LOL

so when started, i tried catching up with Hongkiap, but in the end after at bike kiosk, i gave up. cannot endure already. then i was around 5th cos DeNeng( dunno how spell eh..LOL) caught up with me then when nearing the toilet. i tried sprinting, i took 4th, then guess what Shawn suddenly sprint..faster then me also..haha in the end i got back 5th..LOL cool eh aim top 5 got 5th..hehe

After road run, went breakfast with Aaron, LaiSoon and HongKiap. then walked around the mall and went home, going XMS later, then going to Mountbatten at night. wa im dead sia..zzz

k then shall end here
going out already
haha
~bye~

have a nice day:)

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Hi peeps back posting stuffs again..

ARGH oh my god! Rashes are back for attack..
the back just recovered and now my arms!!zzz hope the cream would help a speedy recovery ba..
hmm today was cool, ran to school again..zzz training for 2.4 run..cool things happened during morning assembly.i was looking at the ground when Mrs Poh called my name. I looked up and,holy shit!, my fringe fell down and tio caught by her. say my fringe too long and have to cut..and i just cut on Sunday.Then Mr Tan very funny, he told me he going cut hair today then ask me to go together..LOL but i told him i just had a haircut. haha just hope that wont get caught tomorrow loh..must wax up my fringe..LOL don't laugh at me if i appear in a weird hair cos i never wax up before..

hmm after school went for LRC..damn bored, so tired sleeping, fortunately after awhile Mrs Keh wake me up, not immediately..haha after that went for CO..again, i was like sleeping..don't know why..really lost focus..didn't mean to but i like keep playing like a dead man..no feelings in the parts i play as zheng lao shi said..i don't know what has gotten into me la..after CO went home..
argh what must i do to open that freaking mouth of mine..zzz the 2 alpha are so hard to say?? zzz


k ba shall end here,
its late and its me bed time
haha night people:)
~bye~

its hard to spot when searching in a crowd now..