Part 2

lol k im back home,hmm sleeping soon, but felt like posting something, so here i am ba..

meet junlin just now, wanted to meet gary but that fucker say he too tired..so nevermind, Junlin came over and play ball with me. starting was in quite good mood, but soon everything changes..Pictures flashes through my mind.crap should have called him along..i should have just stayed at home..felt that my life is full of hate and jealousy and regret,but kept it in for so long so thought that i want to post this ba, its about the people i know and their names had been in my mind.then maybe you guys can give me a comment or anything.. anyway, i don't know whether should i be posting this..if i hurt anyone due to my language or anything happen i dun really give a damn.. I wanna voice out everything before i go crazy..but before i start i'll apologise to those which i am going to talk about,if i thinks i really have to..

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Gary,
this guy was once my best pal/buddy.but i don't regard him as 1. our bonds were always strong. There were 5 of us(Langston,Gary,Leslie,Derrick and me) ,playing ball or having fun, we'd be together.but now, i really dislike him.Started smoking.got girlfriends on the net,then .......( i shall not say this, its private and confidencial), then now, hang out with wrong company.Dumbass.Always wanted someone to spend time with or to talk with, he is always giving me negative comments.and thought everyone was like him.when i 1st broke up, i went to look for him and tried speaking to him, then gave me those pathetic comments and you......( i shall also not say this part) wtf..you rather spend time with those " gangsters" than your "brother" wth..i have always trying to help you when you got problems, then for me im emotionally lost, u bring me deeper..i always wanted a companion, to share things with or talk to.but now im all on my own..i also don't want to care..

Aaron,na i don't want to say anything about him,but he is a great person but he is a dagger( dao)..i'll talk about him next time ba..


JunLin,
Seriously although he treats me as a good friend,and i felt he was okay, but one thing, he was so damn arrogant, and thats what i really hate and pissed.About GuZheng things,its just a grade 9 getting higher points, whats the big idea telling everyone that? it really pisses me off sia, Im a Guzheng player in the orchestra,so whats the point showing off telling everyone you are better,so you got a chance to play?but im in first, and i believe im always better than you, and i can prove it..so what its just a grade that you keep comparing. seriously i fucking hate it..why don't compare grade 7 im 1 mark to that fucking distinction, for grade 9 u got 2 marks to distinction, so whats the big idea..im not challenging you or something, even it is, i don't really care cos i know i'll be better than you.but im just typing what i wanted to say..

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think thats it, its too late already..although there is one more,the name popped in my head the 1st time ,not scoldings or comments like the 3..Don't think i'll be giving comment on that, if not some other time..sometimes i just felt so lost, don't know whats the right thing to do..forget it ba. Im just afraid that my cheerful attitude will disappear one day..and its the day when i'd be poisoned

k ba its bed time..
a "great" way to end the day people..
have a great night..
~bye~
:)

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Part 1

Quiz tagged by Aaron and JunLin:

Write the names of 21 friends you can think off the top of your head,
And then answer the qusetion.
After doing this, tag ur 21 friends to do the same

1. Aaron
2. JunHao
3. HongKiap
4. Roderick
5. JunLin
6. Lionel
7. XueYen
8. LaiSoon
9. Langston
10. Gary
11. Leslie
12. Rudy
13. Wenquan
14. JunFang
15. LongHuai
16. Emil
17. DingWei
18. ZhiHeng
19. Suhiang
20. FengChao
21.Melvin

How did you get to meet 7? Eugene
3B class..LOL

What will you do if you & 15 never met? LongHuai
I dunno..LOL

What will you do if 20 & 1 date ? FengChao and Aaron
wahahahahahaha

Have you ever seen 17 cry? DingWei
How i wish i could make him

Would 4 & 16 be a good couple? Roderick and Emil
haha roderick is like 1 times taller then Emil..haha cant be ba..two guys..LOL

Do you think 11 is attractive? Leslie
yeah, my bro leh, wad you think?? LOL

What is 2's favourite color? JunHao
Erm not sure

What was the last time you talk to 9? Langston
3 days ago? i forgot

What language does 8 speak? LaiSoon
singlish

Who is 13 going out with? Wenquan
lol dunno, he went overseas for studies le..

What grade is 12 in? Rudy
i dunno, he is in america also..haha

Would you ever date 17? DingWei
I'll F*** him till he die..

Where does 18 live? ZhiHeng
SiMei

What is the best thing about 3? Hongkiap
i dunno, crap?? hmm

What would you like to tell 10 rite now? Gary
Freakin stop smoking la, dumbass..

What is the best thing abt 20? FEngCHao
A great guy..

Have you ever kiss 5? JunLin
I rather slap him..

What was the best memory you have with 21? Melvin
NOthing, he so GL..wher got best memory..

Whens the next time you're gonna see 6? Lionel
maybe later..

How is 14 & 12 different? JunFang and Rudy
hmm one girl one guy..hehe

Is 19 pretty? SuHiang
haha no comment..haha

What was your 1st impresion of 11? leslie
He is my brother..lol

How did you meet 20? FEngChao
same as Eugene

Is 1 your best friend? Aaron
yeah considered one ba:)

Do you hate 12? Rudy
nope.. I hate no one:)except some sec 1 juniors..

Have you seen 18 in the last month? Zhiheng
yeah

When was the last time you see 16? Emil
just now in CO.

Have you been to 5's house? JunLin
Yea.

When's the next time you're gonna see 10? Gary
i dunno..dun wanna see his face..

Are you close to 13? Wenquan
Ok ok la..haha last time during POA classes used to chat with him.lol

Have you been to a movie with 4? Roderick
nope..LOL

Have you gotten into trouble with 8? Laisoon
i dunno..lol dun hav ba..

Would you give 19 a hug? SuHiang
lol for wad??

When have you lied to 3? HongKiap
I dunno..lol

Is 16 good at socializing? Emil
haha yeah..he is a great Junior compared to DingWei

Do you know a secret about 9? Langston
Don't think so

Describe the r/s between 12 & 18 : Rudy and ZhiHeng
They don't know each other..

What's the best thing about your friendship with 9? Langston
You just got to know that he is a really great friend:)

Whats the worst thing about 6? Lionel
Over Weight

Have you ever had a crush on 12? Rudy
hell no..LOL

Does 14 have bf/gf? Junfang
what a question..LOL

Have you ever wanted to punch 1 in the face? Aaron
wahahaha since its free response.. hell yeah, i'll punch everyone's faces if i can..hahaha who wouldn't want..

Has 21 met ur mother? Melvin
no..i'll to what ZiYi will do to people's mum..hehehehe

How did u get to meet 15? longhuai
CCA

Did you ever physically hurt 3? HongKiap
hmm i dunno..if have maybe due to play ball..

Do you live close to 7? XueYen
not sure wher she live..

What's 8's favourite food? Laisoon
Food..

What kinda car does 1 have? Aaron
ferrari..LOL no la, he no car..

Have you ever travelled anywhere with 9 before? Langston
YEAH!!! Malaysia Genting for competition..hahahaha

If you give 14 $100 wad will he/she spend on? JunFang
hmm i dunno, hello kitty stuffs??

hell yeah im done with the quiz:) hahaha
oh yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

k ba, CO today..woke up early enough..so i wasn't late..Im a dagger in the morning i noticed..LOL saw Dewei in the moring, then never see say hi to him then tio wack..haha that kept me wide awake..haha then walked to school..then was listening to this song, We survive, a japanese song, suddenly notice that it was quite nice..hahaha

practice was cool, really cool..hmm don't get the wrong idea, what i meant was cold..my thumb was numb by the end of practice and i was shivering during CO..hope no one notice that.. so after i kept my instrument, i went jogging..LOL so wasn't that cold anymore..hahaha went for lunch and bball awhile then went home..

18 mins!!
lol short post, long quiz..haha
till next time
~bye~

damn it!!! i dunno why..
hais the human mind and heart are strange things..
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Hi people,this few days was boring and tiring .School started with a blast!!as in blast in a bad way..hmm anyway it will be a fast post cos it'll be a busy night cos i'll be going to sleep soon.really tired this few days don't know why also.sadded today play ball indoor court..the floor damn slippery, almost fell alot of time..sadded

hmm and 1 thing, hmm nevermind forget it..LOL

Monday
Start of school.Thought of sleeping in POA lessons, in the end teacher never come so Tan Ai Hua come and say what combine classes. damn sian, cannot listen song or sleep.Sat beside Wei Bin,lol, he like art student lai that, kept drawing in class.haha then he go draw Tan Ai Hua, laughed like a mad man. then after that drew my side view,damn funny..

Aaron sat infront of me, talked about NBA stuffs.not bad, last time talk all this with wenquan,lol now talk with Aaron.hmm then after school go opposite the stalls buy lunch, after that received a..hmm sad,weird, dunno la, its just a message.I didn't know what to do with it.think of it for awhile, maybe its the best ba.So replied just a few words ba,felt the same thing ba,but can control emotions.haha Adam khoo again,lol high self esteem.. after that stayed in school to do homework.went off at 6 go junlin house meet up with longhuai.huiting and yizhen came after that.after eating the cake rushed off to Ubi for tution. then home.

Tuesday
woke up really early, cos got assembly performance. 3rd time im doing it.sucked though.holy. then was really tired, went home slept till the night, then did revision till the midnight.3plus??was really stressing out.So much work to do.then after that around 3.40 plus dozed off at the table, woke up at 4?? then go to bed to continue my sleep.

Wednesday
Today, woke up like zombie, walked to school.half dead. in school parade square, still 3/4 asleep.sat down after national anthem 4/4 asleep, woke up due to Mr Khaw check my hair.told him I will cut by today and tried keeping awake..In class was also sleepy.but after recess was really wide awake..cos got a haircut=.= sucked like hell..but cant cut today, going cut 2molo again.LOL

k here are some photos ba,
hmm my new and old hair cut?? lol compare

my new hair cut, suck like hell!!!!nerd face=.=
my old hair style, nice and stylo..LOL

k heres a video, its an anime movie,One Piece movie 6, old mix, its about Luffy saving his crew, 1st time failed, second time he succeeded with the help with a guy. that guy is useless ba, cos he was a weak guy but he stood up and helped, so its kinda cool.. so enjoy ba the song also quite nice, mixed with the video, was cool,enjoy:)



oh ya, got new EZ-Link, haha got back my old face!! hell yeah!! missed my mushroom head..hahahaha

yeah im done:)
till next time,
~!bye!~
have a nice day:D

hey peeps, im back from CO and dinner!!And now its late,12.19am cos need to rush LongHuai work..hmm CO was cool.everyone was scolded at the start of practice. Cos many people never come. 1st time sia. never seen so much people absent..my heart was flying around the CO room. can't concentrate then keep playing stupid stuffs..zzz then tio gan. how lucky. Then when gathering, Mdm Neo led me into a path which led me to death. She told me say got performance on Friday, Me and Junlin. I didn't practice for so long then suddenly tell me got performance, Solo some more. wa its just the 'luckiest'day. At night, went home alone. like one retarded( LOL) then decided to message Gary to have dinner together. went home 1st. On TV then was Okto. then was showing spectacular spiderman.lol then i watch till 7.15 i went for dinner at Mac. then went to his house there chatted with his friends and finally reached home at 10. again on the tv, again it was okto. but animal night. so was kinda cool so watched the whole show. then after that here i am doing homework and posting:)

Tomorrow have to go boonkeng for longhuai tution.so have to finish up his work for now.Lunch together tomorrow?? hopefully:)

till next time
~bye!~

hmm its the 18th, should i count as this day??

yo morning people. k its the afternoon but i just woke up,its Wednesday,1.30pm.
holy.. Great, yesterday was so tired, that slept at 10.30 plus. now woke up at 1.30. How long have i slept? hmm around 16 hours. Man i can really sleep. Anyway, im going to be late for CO so here i am posting.im gonna prove?hmm

Yesterday didn't go for class outing cos got tution. Come to think of it,Im busy almost everyday. Tution almost everyday, Wednesday and Friday is the only free day. Hais really tired sia.

hmm k ba, shall prepare to go for practice now. its a 5 minutes post.hmm maybe should lengthen to 10 minutes ba.

K notice something. People from Xin Min secondary Guzheng ensemble have a quite siong practice schedule.but my bro like very relax. LOL?!?!? very weird. the conductor like going become mad man then my bro relax.lol SYF nearing also for them, my bro relax..hmm he becoming like me la.People from Manjusri Secondary CO.. Have a OK schedule. me, relax.LOL!! others, maybe very anxious? i dunno? lol maybe ba..

LOL like elder brother like younger brother..hehe

k ba really gtg already, 15 minutes before 2..
~cya~

Sunday,4.50pm,windy and wet..

hmm just came home,no mood to study today. So just listened and do his work, revised Control Accounts. Realized how easy can that be and im stuck for the year. Im dumb. For the whole tution, wasn't listening , stared at my phone most of the time. anyway,I woke up late again. woke up at 10 and i realized im again late. So nevermind, i try taking bus. was really unlucky la. At Changi Road, the bus broke down.

So was really late so i took a cab, Then the driver took his own sweet time to drive,60km/h, nevermind, so i told him im in a rush then he stare at me then he took a longer route, so i just told myself,ok nevermind,calm down.maybe he don't know the way.Then when i reach my destination,then guess what he try to cheat my money..

here is the incident.
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Before I got on the cab, there was this fat lady in his cab, her face was also like angry.
I was already late so i didn't care so much.
I told him i going to singapore post.
He drove all the way to Geylang,told him faster i was late, he stared at me.wtf!
When i reach, gave him $10 then the ride is $6.He returned me $4.
Then i talk to him calmly, "eh uncle,wrong change"
Guess what he say, " Got meh?".
Then i was really annoyed, then i said"ya i gave you $10."
Then said,"really ah?"
I said ya and he stared at me.
What the hell i tell him already then act 1 dumb.
Then i lost my cool and scolded him" you blind or deaf or something?tell you wrong change you wont give me correct one ah?"
Its his fault what, then he shouted back." CCB show what attitute, you want money isit, i give you la.KP so much for what."
wa he scolded me vulgrites. Was really seeing red.
i shouted,"Don't wan the money la,give you lar hor,beggar. im gonna make a complain."
I got off and banged his door and walked to KFC.No wonder the fat lady had an angry face.
was really mad at he guy. made complain and everything.
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Damn already very upset already then the driver come piss me off. Wonder why Singapore got this type of people.

Yesterday at night go play basketball. was trying to be high, I achieved that, im cool.Injured my pinky and my 4th finger. Hurts like hell, wonder how to go CO in my condition.knocked in lots of people. then i stinks like hell. Im again dominating.Now then i know the power of Jia Cheng.he can make stylo and nice passes. If he was there, guess he also dominate one.If Aaron got go also sure dominate one.hmm at Changi road, waiting for Junlin, i tried messaging, In bus, tried messaging.Its been 2 days.I miss you..

hais later going to watch Leslie's performance. Guzheng. not in a mood to go see. But must support my bro.

k shall upload pics as i should have done 2 post ago..Me,Lionel and Junlin. Adam khoo's closing ceremony.Before closing ceremony, me and aaron( haha retarded!!! haha damn funny..LOL !!!!)eugene..I can cook, but my fried egg look wierd..hmm..my self cooked lunch..prata and egg..hmm looks alike eh?

im another retard that treats salt free..i put too much salt when beating the egg..really salty..so i did something really dumb, i go rinse the egg.. then after rinsing, taste like..dunno what. so i added sugar. It tasted even weirer. so tried rinsing the egg and add abit saltish.then came to think of it, i didn't dare to eat my egg.but then throw away very waste, so no choice eat loh, luckily didn't have toilet runs..

lastly, I've updated my playlist.
here's the list:)

1. Chamillionaire- Im True*
2. Chamillionaire-Turn It Up*
3. Maroon 5- Wont Go Home Without You*
4. The Script-The Man Who Can't Be Moved
5. Chamillionaire(feat krayzie bone)- Bill Collecta
6. Akon-Troublemaker
   

First 3 are the nice ones:) go listen ba:)

hmm shall end here, the longest post i've ever written..
~bye~

Im really sorry, please forgive me??
its been 2days i can't reach you...I miss you):

Friday, a great day as it was the last day of school.
28 more weeks to 'O' Levels, im frustrated sia..

Was raining heavily, so after school can't go home immediately. So go play ball. In the end also cannot play cos teacher in-charge in the court already so in the end never play. Went to canteen to sit awhile. Then decided to go home cos phone going no batt already. Raymond walked with me. He came in then say my table very tidy, when my mum tell me that my table was the messiest,weird. Went back school for CO. played the same thing again and again. So in the end slacked.. Then after break, Hongda came in and told us got combined. so Emil was the only Ruan..Combined kinda sucked in the end. I really did wrong this time. Argh!!!!

never mind, had dinner with Raymond, Lionel and Junlin.. Lionel tricked us again. tell us his girlfriend coming then thought was real some more. then i was there thinking who is the girl, like some retard. Then in the end he say what" aiya bluff you wan la..haha" then guess what after a few minutes late, Raymond came ask "where's your girlfriend?" he is at another dimension..

At night try ball to forget stress. but kept thinking of 1 particular thing. kept flashing in my mind. like reminding to do some stuffs,so every break i go see my HP.think i really hurt her too much. hais.. In the end I was dominating there.but felt kinda bad, don't know why.maybe i injure Gary and my opponents. aiya i don't know la.

hmm was thinking should I make blog private, but i don't know, it will be troublesome.cos everytime post out my problems then like WEIRD. hmm

sorry peeps, its too late already so im not posting pics this time.
have a great night everyone:)
~bye~

im really sorry.i've done wrong.i beg forgiveness.sorry:'(

hey its a Thursday!!!LOL cool found out something, Rafer Alston from houston rockets has been traded away to orlando magic..lol
hmm its been kinda long since i've posted eh?
shall start with last week..


had Oral. was so damn noisy so i speak abit softer, wonder is it a death move. Then its a weird session, i was reading half way, the teacher walk into the class, scold the people, come out and she said in chinese" lets continue to conversation." then when conversation half way, the same thing happened.. wa then whe whole oral session ended like 3 mins? really fast.
After oral went home bathe. cos was sweaty. rushed out after bathing.CO practice was cool Emil was kinda emo-ing behind the class.haha and i think with emelia also.LOL cool juniors around me.lol after co went dinner with Junlin,Huizhen,huiting and yizhen.lol kinda long time never see them already.
After dinner went play ball at Kampong Ubi. It sucked, the guy was holding on to the ball then he pulled the ball back, then it my face.Hurts like hell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lips was bleeding my mad, tooth was hurting. bad experience. Wanted to chat but bro got to wake up early for his sports day thats why cannot talk too long, sadded. then msg halfway mum open the door and see me msg-ing and took my phone to her room.Darn hope she wont see my messages.

Saturday.
Woke up extremely early cos Leslie's noise woke up.He had sports day then he had to wake up early. So only went back to sleep at 7am. then woke up at around 10? then evening meet Aaron, JunHao, Eugene and SuHiang for dinner before going to concert.the concert sucked. for those who never go, great choice..

Sunday
WAS MUM'S BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!

Woke up late, so rushed to Seth's tution. took a cab and cost me a bomb. This particular day, i spent $12 plus on cab fare,was rushing around then took cab all around the places. from home to sing post, sing post to home, home to eunos. im broke..nevermind, then meet JunLin there then went to marina to have lunch, but before that, went to Mac to Deliver Herbal Sweets..haha then had KFC jiu go for Beautiful Sunday concert.after the concert, went to Ikea for dinner and to celebrate mum's birthday.then went home after that.

Monday,Tuesday,Wednesday
Adam khoo's workshop for 3 straight days, was really tired went home and slept after i bathe immediately. was ok la, felt abit motivated to study and learnt abit of cool things to do when studying,and for the 1st time, i did 40 push ups at 1 go..for being late!! Last year never listen but this year got listen. haha so hope that can start studying already.hmm went supper every night with junlin..hmm last day dad didn't come. how sad:(

Thursday
had lessons, walked to busstop then to school. still didn't notice anything wrong. PE was fun, i was burned out..zzz chest and arms were aching

hais im sorry that i didn't notice you were upset when i called in,then didn't cheer you up.oh god what shuld i do now??Argh!!! im not good in cheer ppl up,sometimes i make it worse.. is there a course to teach me how to make things better?? hmm although im not good at cheering up others, i'll try ba.. who ask me, not a good listener then make things worse..hais anyway just try to cheer up ba. givme a big smile.the bigger the better.hmm i don't know maybe something might cheer you up? ;) hope so.. just try..

argh crap had terrible headache, getting dizzy..zzz what happened??
after some sleep should be ok already ba..

hmm got some pictures ba, but i'll upload next time.
nights

~bye~


sry, wasn't there for you:(
im really sorry..

hey peeps, back posting something, going out later again..hahaha
hmm nothing much ba, today had CO. kinda sucked, poor performance so everyone got scolded.
sadded really sia if it was last time, CO members now would like be preparing like mad, but now they slacked alot..hais now sad can it be.

before CO went bedok reservoir buy herbal tea.then rush back. haha still got time for lunch.
anyway here are the picture for today.Eugene playing my GuZheng.hahaha!
mr khaw teaching CVE..nice view eh, took it from under my table.lol the award winning pic..hahaha this is the funny one..haha


k ba shall end here, till next time..
~bye~

just really happy(:
heh